So I have decided that I need physical activity. You know how they say that the first step toward recovery or healing is recognizing you have a problem? Well I recognize it (that I need exercise) but I am still lacking the motivation. I have no desire to leave from work at 5 p.m. go to the gym and workout for an hour. I would rather go home and sleep, but I know I need to workout because I am always so tired and bored. Let's just say I have slept more in the past few days than I have been awake. It doesn't help that my motivation and gym buddies are out on the river delta having fun and wakeboarding without me (yes I am just a little bitter, but I am getting better).
That reminds me of a lesson John just taught at SURGE. Haha, it is funny how random typing makes you think of things and then that leads to other things that help resolve the first thing. John taught about how we should not get bitter when we get angry. The thought for the week was, "Get better, not bitter." I think God is trying to tell me something right this very minute. I need to get better, not be bitter and just mope around, I need to do something with myself. But for now, I have to go back to work. --Peace!